2009 - END

This is it.
2009 is coming to the end.
So long sucka.
And hello 2010.
And i have a feeling that it's going to be a great year .

HAPPY NEW YEAR BITCHES!!!!

My Familia

i'm totally pissed off.
u guys totally disgrace my family's name.
its like it means nothing to u bastards.
well, u guys better get ready.
u mess with my family,
u mess with the worst.

if i have to,
i take all of you by myself.
i don't give a damn if i'm bloodied to the ground.
i don't give a fuck if i have to be bound in a wheelchair.
i certainly don't give a shit if i have to fight a fucking army.
i can only say one thing,
BRING IT BITCH!!!

i'll just kick your sorry asses till death.
not mess with me,my bro, and my family.
i'm warning you.
you haven't seen the real me yet.

the birds and the bees

its been a while since i updated this effing blog.
i seriously have no idea what to write.
my life is so damn boring.
there's just no such excitement.

don't let me started with my love life.
its sucks badly.
well, it's kinda my choice to stay single for now.
but the effect of being alone is starting to take its toll.

the end of 2009 is upon us.
seriously,i regret nothing for this year.
i've made some mistakes and i learned it the hard way.
i met new friends.
in plkn and college.
but i still love my old ones.
cause they are just the best to me.
i've started to embrace my new self.
which is a step up for me.

sigh -__-
i hope next year my luck will be much better than now.
cause i really need it.

killswitch

I am who i am. Say what you want. IDGAF :P

a new day, a new generation

glad to have you in our family
ariff haiqal :)

Midnight Surprise!

Before midnight i called you,
Asking you if you are home or not.
You said meet me after midnight,ok?
And I waited till the midnight comes.
I drove to your house.
With a surprise in mind.
Been seaching all night.
To make this encounter just right.
I waited for you near your house.
With my heart beating as fast as i can remember.
When you come out, I feel happy and complete.
But still.
I ask you to close your eyes.
Not spoiling the surprise.
I take you to the surprse.
And asked you to open your eyes.
A sight that i myself have planned for weeks.
A cupcake with a candle lighted.
A red rose to acompany with.
And to top it all of,
A song played that shows how i feel about you.
You we're overjoyed with the sight.
Thanking me like you never thank me before.
Said things that make me feel really special to you.
But thats wishful thinking.
With the joy and fun,
Comes with a price.
With another agenda for meeting you.
Although its still wasn't what i want.
I'm still glad i'm not losing you.
But deep inside,
I still feel like losing you day by day.
But I guess I have to deal with it.
Atleast i have this special moment in my mind forever.
With you,
anything is special to me.

Happy Birthday,A

day by day

it's hard to tell your feelings towards me now.
is it the same as always or is it becoming clearer to you?
all i know is that i still love you.
i really need you in my life right now.
i can't lose you again.
i just can't.
i won't let you go :(