Girls That Rock

Hayley Williams from Paramore (wish i hav a gf like her)

Meg & Dia (im totally in love with Dia<3)

Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday

a new year, a new crush??

31/12/08 - 01/01/09
One of the best nites of my life

its the 2009 and i've move on from my 5 years of waiting..it feels really good..bt nw im wandering if i can hav the same feelings that i hav with the one that got away with another girl..everynite i think about and it really bothers me..to tell u the truth,im jealous with my friends..they are so lucky to hav gf or bf thats loves them so much..i really want to feel wuts is like to hav someone that that loves u,cares for u n b there for u...bt wut to do rite?im jus a loser trying to live my boring life..on the bright side,i sorta hav a crush(i think) with this girl..n another..n another..i think its a phase that im going through rite now..bt i kinda like this one girl..shes really nice and friendly..b b4 anyone get the wrong idea,it is not LYN..lyn is jus my greatest bestie in the world n i love her so much...well,we'll see wut happen between me and that girl..i hope lady luck smiles at me this time rather than the last 5 years..haha :)

currently listening to : meg & dia - roses

smoke free

its been 1 month(i think) since my last smoke, and im proud of it :)

Hey Monday - Candles

The power lines went out
And I am all alone
But I don’t really care at all
Not answering my phone
All the games you played
The promises you made
Couldn’t finish what you started
Only darkness still remains

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face

Lost sight
Couldn’t see
When it was you and me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

One day
You will wake up
With nothing but “you’re sorrys”
And someday
You will get back
Everything you gave me

Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
I’m beginning to see the light
Blow the candles out
Looks like a solo tonight
But I think I’ll be alright

<3