Saturday, October 31, 2009

AAR :)




AAR totally rocks..Tyson was such a freak..haha :P

ps - i wish i can turn back time and stayed with u the whole time that nite :(

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Mayday Parade - I Swear This Time I Mean It

Oh Florida, please be still tonight
Don't disturb this love of mine
Look how she's so serene
You've gotta help me out

And count the stars to form in lines
And find the words we'll sing in time
I want to keep her dreaming
It's my one wish, I won't forget this

I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

If luck is on my side tonight
My clumsy tongue will make it right
And wrists that touch
It isn't much, but it's enough
To form imaginary lines
Forget your scars, we'll forget mine
The hours change so fast
Oh God, please make this last

'Cause I'm outdated, overrated
Morning seems so far way

So I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right
Could get it right

You could crush me
Please don't crush me
'Cause baby I'm a dreamer for sure
And I won't let you down
I swear this time I mean it

And I'll sing a melody
And hope to God she's listening
Sleeping softly while I sing
And I'll be your memories
Your lullaby for all the times
Hoping that my voice could get it right

dedicated to u, A

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

One Call Away

i made one phone call and it really made my day.

good luck whoever that i called.

thank you for keeping everything.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

maybe its time to quit

it hurts seeing the girl you always love knowing that she won't love you back,A

i envy you guys

it sucks to be me

Friday, October 23, 2009

moments to share :)

This is just a few moments that really made my whole year really special.
A lot more actually happen but some are not photograph.
Thanks :)

22/09/09 - AC and a fun night

23/09/09 - Amir Hadi's Open House

25/09/09 - Raya with Friends

26/09/09 - Fasya's Open House

10/10/09(DAY) - Nabil sister's Wedding

10/10/09(NIGHT) - Asrul and Ayu's Open House

16/10/09 - Una's Potluck

17/10/09 - Farid's Open House

18/10/09 - Sabeel's Open House

19/10/09 - Fun with Fireworks

24/10/09 - Andalus

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

tick tock

i can't deal with the whole love thing anymore i guess. all it does is just hurt me and bring me down.
every time i tried to be close with someone, sooner or later it will crumble. every time i think that things are going in my way, things started to badly happen as to no surprise to me now. but each disappointment comes with a price. each time my body seems to weaken it self to a point that i don't really care of my surroundings. i mean seriously, my body can't handle all this negative impulse. i tried to be positive of the whole thing but what does thinking positive really done for me? NONE. ZERO. is as if lady luck is giving me the whole bitch treatment. and i'm paying for it. do you know how effing badly it hurts when i see all my friends happily with their beloved ones? it effing hurts dude. i'm not saying that i'm not happy for them. in fact, i'm happy for each and every one of my friends who already found their perfect someone. i just wish i can be happy for myself for having that perfect someone. i'm sick of being the middle one of my friends relationship. i'm just sick of being alone. but who cares rite? i'm only the guy-friend for each of the girls i know. they just think of me that way. never more. i was once told i was the perfect guy. do you know how sucks it is for a guy knowing that a girl says to you that you're the perfect guy but still you're not even close to be with her? it effing sucks man. i failed so bad at love, i just feel like its a way of life for me. as everyday i have to fail in love just to go on with my day. even my lazy ass brother has a girlfriend. and he rarely goes out of the house. man, i totally sux. if theres a olympic sport for failing in love, well you're looking at the gold medalist right here. i don't want to find myself in a mental breakdown. i almost had one this year. i just wish things go correctly this time. no more screw up. no more bad things. no more bad luck. just give me a chance. as you can see, i'm different. i really do want to find my true love. but its a damn long shot.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

life of a no life

what would you get when a few friends get together and have some fun?
well,some fucking awesome fun :)


video
no life - 1

video
no life - 2

video
no life - 3

video
no life - 4


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Melaka

i think Melaka is the best state in this country..u get my drift?

Saturday, October 10, 2009

the city is at war

are those feelings really coming back to me? damn..i cant believe it.. -_____-

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

the truth

no matter what, i will always love you :)
you know who you are...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Jerishow

1 Paper Left = Awesome

missing someone -____-