Silent Love

Have you ever been silently in love
With someone you can never have?
So close you can touch her hand
Yet, so far to feel her heart?

Have you ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.

Have you ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what you feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.

Have you ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside you're in pain and suffering
But outside you're jolly and laughing.

Why does holding her hand feel so right?
Your heart smiles every time she's at sight
Hearing her sweet voice makes your day

Hope you can hug her in a special way.

To,she

i still don't truly understand why you won't give me a chance.
why you don't want me to be a part of your life.
i try to be there for you,
but you keep pushing me away and act like it's nothing.
You pushed me away so far that you won't even acknowledged me sometimes.
What are you afraid of?
It hurts me deeply.
I know we've been through this situation like a million times,
back and forth,
you say this, i say that,
but it kills me to think about why you're doing this to me.
at least a simple conversation will do.
I don't mind.
Just don't act like i'm not aroound.
Like i'm invisible.
I hope you understand.
please and thanks.